Lifesaver

I am moved out! Well, sort of. I have a few rinky dink things laying around the apartment here and there but it will be all cleaned out tomorrow. I have to be out by Saturday so I plan on spot cleaning too. The boxes around the house havent completely been unpacked yet.. some things need to be moved to storage and there isnt space right now so until then I cant really move things around my room yet. BUT I did do something that needed to be done years ago..

Cleaned out the closet.

Bye bye Abercrombie/American Eagle clothes. I gave them all to Katie. She really helped get me out of my unmotivated "depressed" state by volunteering to help me pack and move. I hate that most of the clothes I got rid of were my Abercrombie ones but they were all form fitting (which I hate now that Ive gained a few pounds) and also they make me look 12.

The move out process is going slowly but surely. I cannot wait to completely rid myself of those apartments.

To-Do List

My to-do list for today was as follows:

Pack up all the stuff in my apartment so that I can move out asap.

What really happened:

Packed two small boxes which consisted of bathroom things and my DVDs/Wii games, then drove to my sister's house to hang out with her fiance, Tim.

I failed miserably. I feel very overwhelmed. I dont know where to start packing, I have nobody to help me, and I get really bored doing it. This place is a mess. I ended up staying at Tim's for about 7 hours and the whole time I was there I ate junk and then fell asleep on the couch. I feel like shit too, unmotivated and unhealthy. If you saw me youd think I was depressed. Im not, just really stressed out. Right now I just want to curl into bed and make the day go away.

Tomorrow after work I will try again.