I have always told myself that I would never have a kid because besides the fact that I do not like kids in general, it connects you to someone else for life. I have never liked (or should I say loved) anyone enough to want to be connected to them for life. The thought of being connected to my most recent ex boyfriend makes me feel disgusted. I made the mistake of having a "kid" with him. Its not a human kid but rather an object. He is the only ex boyfriend I have ever not wanted to be friends with anymore. I dont care to know how hes doing or what hes up to. I dont even care to know if hes dead or alive. He has burnt that bridge. I dont intend to ever communicate with him again but for some reason he still keeps texting me. His last text was supposed to be offensive but I actually laughed at it. Its really hard for someone to truly offend me. It would probably be a bad idea to get into a verbal fighting match with me too because I can get straight up dirty.

I wonder how his wife likes her engagment ring because Im pretty sure it was the same ring bought for me. Can we say WHITE TRASH? Its amazing how long a relationship can last because of pure comfort. I remember the conversations I had with my sister during the final days of our relationship. It went as follows:

Ann: Why are you with him?
Sara: Because Ive invested too much time and money into this relationship.
Ann: Well there you go, your answer wasnt "Because I love him" so you need to leave.

I myself didnt even see it that way and thats pretty sad. As Im writing this Im also wondering why Im even taking the time to put my thoughts down about him since hes not worth any of it, but Ive came to the conclusion that Im only writing this because of boredom and the fact that I havent posted in a good while. One of the best things I ever did in life was move the fuck out of Rockwall, away from him.