Ive been thinking a lot lately about how I need to change things in life. Im not exactly a really positive person and I get that from things that happened in the past and things that happen now. Working at a pharmacy is stressing as hell, especially now because winter season is starting. People think its all just counting pills and selling prescriptions but its so much more than that. EVERYONES problem is YOUR problem. For example, when someones insurance doesnt work its my fault, I get bitched at and I need to fix it asap. Its almost like all these adults have no sense of responsibility. Yesterday a patient called to see if her doctor had authorized refills for her medication. When I told her that her doctor hadnt, she got an attitude with me saying this was ridiculous and I wasnt doing my job and that she only had one more pill. UM hello? Since when was it my fault that someone decided to wait until the last minute to refill her prescriptions and why is it my fault that her doctor hasnt called to fill the prescription?? Every time I work there I have to bite my tongue. Hard.

So its really irritating that I have to deal with that shit all damn day, and I come home to two people who have been at my apartment all day (my apartment as in my name is the only one on the lease) laying around on the couch and talking about how theyre soooo tired and lazy from not doing shit all day. I mean seriously. And of all people they complain about this to is the person who BUSTS HER ASS AT WORK 7 DAYS A WEEK so that they can have a place to chill out and not do shit but watch TV. It just puts me in a much worse mood everytime I hear it (yes, its a repeating conversation every weekend) and again, I have to bite my tongue. Hard.

I need something positive. Now, please.