I did it.

I sure did. I just up and walked out of my job. It wasnt so great when it happened, but now I feel a big sense of relief. No more bullshit drama. No more gossip. And most importantly, no more negative, bipolar boss.

So what was the straw that broke the camels back? Well, first off, I did my job. I did everything that was required of me, on time, and I always completed it. Right? Right. Even in todays meeting, when I brought that up to the boss, she said "I never said you werent doing your job." But obviously that wasnt good enough. Apparently along with that job I was supposed to be a friend. I was supposed to talk and be giddy and pretend that I was in a great mood even though the aura of the office was negative. She was never satisfied with anything. I mean, it was a constant "GOD DAMN IT, SON OF A FUCKING BITCH!" or worse, talking shit about anybody and everybody. Id ask what a case was about and it wasnt just "Oh so and so is doing this now". It was more of "Oh, that stupid nut is doing this now." Or for example yesterday, when I asked what a client who was supposed to be coming in looked like, the very first response was "A Jew." Umm, Im sorry but what does a fucking Jew look like? Seriously. When people are negative and always bitching or talking shit about someone/something, it rubs off. And when that happens, who the fuck wants to be your friend?? I dont.

So anyway, back to the straw in the camels back. I have only been talking to my boss about business related matters. She dropped from my "friends list" a long time ago when I figured out how two faced she was. She felt that she couldnt talk to me because of this and decided to have an unexpected meeting with me today. Once that conference room door shut it was immediate attacking.

"I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO YOU, BUT IM TIRED OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE IM A NOBODY AND HEARING ALL THIS GOSSIP SO WHY DONT YOU TELL ME WHAT I DID TO YOU TO MAKE YOU TREAT ME SO BADLY!"

This is not how an adult conversation should be. How about instead of attacking me and accusing me of gossip (as if shes not the Queen of Gossip), tell me what was heard and ask me, like an adult, to explain. She even went as far as to tell me to quit yelling at her when she was the one attacking me to begin with. Its only a natural reaction when someone raises their voice to you, youre going to do it back. Plus, if someone demands me to tell them something then they cant be mad at me because my answer isnt what they want it to be. Everything I would tell her she would get even more mad about and start yelling at me more. It got to the point where she was just yelling at me as if she were my mom and not letting me speak at all, so I finally had enough of it and walked out.

Best decision Ive ever made in my life. Ever.